Starting a new life

If I want to get away from my parents I have to really prove myself this year. I have to prove that I can do better then I did last year in school, I have to prove I can drive myself from place to place. I need to show them that I can do it and that they don’t need to hover over me and watch over everything I do.

I want to move out and live on my own and get married and settle down, But If I can’t prove anything and I cant get good grades then my mom and dad will have to live with me for the rest of my life, Do they want that? Heck no they do not, They want me to be independent of them and have my own life and even a wife. Which I really hope I do get married at some point in time.

I’ve always had to prove myself to everyone, You know what? I am getting sick of it. I don’t need to prove anything to anyone. I can prove you all wrong and prove to you all that I am a smart person, even if I do have disabilities. and I have a hard time learning. I can prove to everyone that I am better then you all think I am.

I want to start my life and live on my own away from my parents. So they don’t have to worry about me as much. I know they’re my parents but I don’t want them to worry about me at all. I want them to be happy and I want them to realize I want a life away from them. Now I am not mad at all, Just stating some facts