Some though decesions to make.

Right now my life is all over the place. I can’t find a job right now. I am struggling with school and I would really like to have a better school year. I just have so much going on right now that it’s tough for me to think about anything right now. I just need some time to think about things and decide what I want to do with my life. I’d like to move out real soon but I don’t see that happening unless I can get a good steady job. But I don’t think I was offered a job.. I think I was offered to be drafted into the Army. So I am confused now.

School is starting up for me now. I start tomorrow and I just got my text books. I am excited to start. Last year I Was undecided what I wanted to do last year. Now I have a degree that I am aiming at, So I am a lot more motivated now. Last year I didn’t know what I was doing or even what I wanted to do. Now I am more sure of what I want to do. I have already cracked open the books and have gotten a head start on the material. I am very dedicated to this. It would be really nice to find a good steady job in the IT field so I can move out.

I have taken more time to really think about what I have wanted to do. At this time last year my life was one big mess and I was confused and I was dealing with a lot of drama from other things. Now I am just going to concentrate on school and try my best to get a job. If I can get a job and really kick into high gear I could move out and live on my own. Which is something I plan on doing.

Motivation drives me, it keeps me going. If I don’t get motivated I either fall apart or I fall behind in school or even get lazy on the job. That is probably why it’s hard for me to do anything in life.. Because I don’t have anything motivating me. I wasn’t motivated last year and I guess that is why I fall apart and did not live up to my standards last year. I am motivated this year because I am going for my A+ Certification. That certification will allow me to build, fix, maintain computers. Computers are my passion. If I can get the ball rolling I can succeed and be very happy.