Usually I’m not one to bitch about my family.

Today my dad left for Las Vegas. So that leaves me to do a lot of stuff my dad would do. I have to get up and walk the dog, Have to take my mother to the train station. I usually don’t do do this all the time, I am not one to take my mom to train station. I usually walk my dog for my dad anyways, but since he isn’t home I have to do it earlier then I usually do, I also need to take her out at least two or three other times. Tonight we are also going out to eat, which means no one will be home to take care of the dog. She can usually survive on her own for quite some time. I just feel I have a huge responsibility because I have to take care of the dog and clean up the house and pick mom and drop her off. I guess this can teach me a thing or two about adulthood and family.

Usually I’m just a very laid back guy who lets other people do everything. Now I have taken the role of my dad until he returns. I have to leave a good impression because my brother wont walk the dog, my sister has her own thing. She works and goes to school all day, so she doesn’t have a lot of time to be home at all. So I guess It’s really up to me to get everything done that needs to get done. I’m not one to bitch about it. I don’t mind helping, but when im the only one doing it all I feel that when my mom leaves a note saying what she wants done, that Im the only one who sees and if it doesnt get done im the one to blame.

Even though she left it for everyone, not just me so it’s not really my fault If I didn’t clean up. My family just puts a big burden on me. I don’t have a job or go to school at the moment, so if I don’t do anything all day I get yelled at for sitting in front of a computer monitor. When I’m trying to make some money online. But my family seems to yell at me if something doesn’t get done, It’s all my fault. No it isn’t. I can’t be expected to handle everything. I guess it’s because I am the youngest one in the family and I treated like a baby by my mom, my parents used to spoil me, now they don’t and I cant blame them. I am twenty years old. NOT thirteen years old. I just have so much pressure to do well in my family and they’re all making it impossible for me.