My thoughts on my ex.

I have had a girlfriend for awhile now, We don’t live near each other at all. In fact we live about three hundred miles away from each other. We met online though IRC. The fact she actually trusts me is what is keeping us together. That and we are able to talk each other on a daily bases, makes things a bit easier. All though I never get to see her at all, and that makes it really hard on both of us. We are both busy people who are trying to find time to come see each other, We just haven’t been able to yet. When I am not so busy I will go visit her. She will do the same for me. She is amazing and I love her a lot. She makes me laugh and usually makes me happy.

But today I get a facebook invite from my ex girlfriend asking to my friend. I am a little bit worried to add her as my friend. I am afraid she will try and ruin my reputation and try to paint me as a bad guy to my current girlfriend. I wont let that happen at all. I love my current girlfriend very much, I will not let some try and ruin are relationship. I wish I could be here friend but I am worried something bad will happen. Let me just make one thing clear. I usually give a second chance, But She’s had more then one chance to try and fix what she did to me. I am not going to give her another chance.

I am not the type of person who likes being back stabbed or lied to again and again. If you say you love or trust and respect me then why run off with another guy and fool around with him, while I’m worried sick about you and wondering if you are okay. If that happens to me again, they will be NO SECOND CHANCE at all. I shouldn’t of even given her a third or fourth chance, but I did. I thought I could trust her, I obvious couldn’t trust her at all. So why would I want someone like this saying stuff about me on facebook. I can’t allow someone like this back into my life. I wont forgive her for what she did. I wish we could be friends but we just can’t at this point in time.