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I Am Pissed Off

This piece was written yesterday(7-25-08) in response to comments I received regarding my blog on brainwashing Americans, and every other person that has ignorantly criticized me on Lockergnome.

You know it is not often that I publicly rant about my feelings, or what REALLY pisses me off, but I just really cannot remain silent anymore. I am not just pissed off, I am frustrated, angry, hurt, sad, and just about every other emotion one can think of on the negative scale.

The world is just filled with too many idiots, and it is those vast majority of idiots, that make life hell for everyone else on planet earth. Seriously, I do not know how much more I can take of this insanity that a large portion of you call reality.

The ignorant media/societal brainwashed cattle that these idiots are, have the gall to call those of us who are educated and sane…crazy ass conspiracy theorist, because we dare to look at WHAT IS REALLY HAPPENING.

Look, don’t read conspiracy theory stuff….JUST LOOK AROUND YOU. For example. Pick up a box containing anything lying around your house….food, makeup, household chemicals, etc…and READ THE INGREDIENTS. Look up what is in your pretty little packaged item, and put into Google

“dangers of….” and the name of one of the ingredients.

Pay attention to what is in the news, and then talk to people in your life about what is really going on. For example, my eyes were really opened talking to a couple of my military friends that served in Iraq. To be perfectly honest with you, I really do not even want to get into what it has done to my friends psychologically, let alone what they told me about their service there. Trust me, their stories do not match what is in the mainstream media.

Look around at the people in your life…how many people do you personally know that are not seriously dysfunctional on some level? I personally DO NOT KNOW ANYONE. Do you think that this is normal, do you think that a supposedly ‘functional’ society should be so dysfunctional?

I once read a report, that it was ‘believed’ that 3 out of 4 family lines have had molestation or incest as part of their family history. I honestly could not believe these statistics, and like many, denied such a possibility. I have since changed my tune, and have no doubt these statistics are more than valid.

I know almost no one, that has not experienced severe childhood abuse, molestation, incest, or psychological abuse. Why in such a supposed great nation such as our own, are most of the people suffering/screwed up?

My entire life I have lived next to, or near people being seriously abused, even in good neighborhoods. Do you know what happens when I try to help??? NOTHING, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, OR WORSE.

I once had to listen to the screams of two girls, 12 & 13, every night, as they were brutally molested and beaten. The police would come, and walk out empty handed, telling Mr. Molester, to have a good night. He may have been an ex-cop, or maybe the cops were screwing their kids too. Social services was too ‘busy’ and understaffed; the children would probably remain there until the age of 18. The school system, just turned a blind eye, and never asked why there were dark circles under their eyes, and looks of perpetual fear. I, by ‘law’, was allowed to do nothing.

No, our society is doing just fine, and we aren’t being poisoned, electromagnetically bombarded, or being damaged from cell phones and their towers, that is all a lie. We aren’t going to schools with information 60 years outdated, and since refuted. No, we aren’t being given poisonous drugs to heal our conditions, or being killed with radiation in our attempts to heal from the cancers of the cesspools of this reality.

People are sick and dying all around you, from illnesses and diseases that did not exist 20-50 years ago, and you think everything is alright You think this is normal? How long has your brain been stuck in that TV/Video game/iPod/role playing system/mundane reality?? WAKE UP!!

If you cannot see the sickness, if you have sheltered yourself so far from the truth, then you are not only as guilty as those who perpetuate these things, but the first that shall suffer in your ignorance.

Do you honestly think that you really need to work 40 hours a week, so that the corporations can profit, and live high on the hog, while you live to work, and make so little you can barely survive? The money you make, then goes of course to feed the very corporations you work for. You pillage the earth of it’s resources, in a gluttonous consuming of product that you slave for.

The ocean has become so polluted, and over harvested, it is estimated it has 10 years left before total collapse. The fish have become so poisoned, it is a hazard to eat them at all. But that is alright, huh, all the cyberpunk books say we will all be just fine, just a little more interestingly mutated.

Read history, study world sociology, archeology, science….all of the answers are there, for those who will look. People find threads of truth, and they show them to others, but most will look away, claim ignorance, or deny the truth outright, because THEY FEAR IT.

You know it is REALLY HARD to face the truth, it has caused me to desire suicide on more than one occasion. However, if we do not face the truth, we cannot begin to change it. Being CONSCIOUS of something means that we can name it, and if we can name it, we can change it.

I write my blogs because I give a shit, and I am doing my part to make people aware of what is going on. I am not some crazy nut who just likes to start drama, and to be perfectly honest, I do not even want to be doing what I am doing. I have my own dreams, and plans, and things I would like to do, but right now, I believe it is crucial to try and wake people up. In fact, it is crucial I reach as many people as I can, as swiftly as possible, because soon there will not be a single person who can deny, what many of us ‘conspiracy’ theorists are saying. However, by that time, it will be too late for you to do anything about it.

Why I give a shit, I often wonder, but if I can reach those few who can help stop/alter/or prepare for what is ahead, I will have done something toward this cause. It will be those of us who have seen what is coming, that will have to be there for those who did not believe, when it all comes falling down.

There is a large amount of easily found truth out there regarding 9/11, Hurricane Katrina, Pearl Harbor, Vietnam, Iraq….all games to misdirect, program, lower the population, and create fear in the American people. FEAR=CONTROL. My desire is that the American people not fear, but take back THEIR PERSONAL POWER. We do not need to die for unfounded causes, or become paranoid of our neighbors, because they wear a turban, or ‘act a little funny’.

Please, before you yell at me, look at the links I have included, watch the videos, or go do some research on your own….but do not say such ignorant things to me as ‘that was dumb’. Do you realize how that makes you sound? I really do not want to be reminded nor validated, as to how many idiots there are out there, so please, just hold your tongue if you can’t bother to do some honest research.

Alright, I think I have exhausted my anger. To those of you out there who are not afraid to do your own research, and face truth, I thank you. To those of you who are doing something to make people aware, or are helping to make changes, I so appreciate you. Lastly, a thank you to Chris Pirillo, for allowing me to blog here. I have been accused quite a number of times, of reaching the ‘wrong audience’, but that is EXACTLY why I am here.

Why do I want to reach those who are already aware?

24 Comments

Very well written. I think it is fair to say that most people will do anything to avoid being confronted by reality. What many don’t realize is that it doesn’t matter whether all of the “conspiracy theories” are true or not. All it takes is for one to be true, and your entire viewpoint is justified. If your dissenting voice can sway the mind of one person, then I’d say job well done. Its about considering alternate scenarios, not just taking things for face value. Nice job! I’m newish to this blog thing, but I’m looking forward to reading more of your work.
~Chris
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Clearly we do live in a dysfunctional world where human greed rules supreme! Just consider one simple fact - every five seconds, somewhere on our beautiful planet - a child dies of hunger! Next time you are tucking into your ‘hamburger de luxe super gigantic’ - think of those children who (in the global village) are our very own brothers and sisters. In the meantime we spend zillions on armaments ostensibly to ‘protect’ ourselves from the “enemy”. The only enemy is ourselves and our blind ignorance. We have to wake up now and do something meaningful - before its too late!

Love, Light and Peace
JC

Another good one… (would like some of your wisdom on our forum …)!!!!

I’m pissed of 24/7…sometimes so much I laugh, but it’s not funny!
“ooh, conspiracy theory…booohooo”… Yeah, right - hearing that from people with no concept of “conspiracy” beyond what the O’Reilly’s of this world tell them…and whose knowledge of theory is rather hypothetical…
Comfort craving couch demagogues!
Pleasure reading your rants!
Kovacz

Thank you taurusxiled, JC, and Kovacz, you give me inspiration to continue my blogging!

Hey chris, I’m sorry about that. But I experienced that and I think everyone here experienced that before. I always wanted to make a message like this but I always knew the people won’t read it. I think a lot of “stupid” people are not gonna read it cuz it’s “tl;dl”

Lance Windhorse

July 26th, 2008
at 8:56pm

Excellent. The worst part is, you haven’t even scratched the tip of the iceberg. Your words are true and your heart is on the right path. Slightly more than four years and Those of us who have achieved the awareness will continue on to the new shift in reality, and those sheep will continue on to learn what they need to learn the hard way. With me, your preaching to the choir….but you preached when I, amidst an illness I shouldn’t have until I was in the wrong place at the wrong time and my experience is considered classified, have been starting to lose hope. It happens from time to time.Then I find someone like you to remind me I am not alone. The Teuth is out there…right in front of our eyes. But keep ranting! Please! People like you and I are on the right path, even though we are considered lunatics by the lunatics. For every single person you get through to makes a vast difference in the balance. Thank you for a renewel of hope that there are those out there who really see. Walk in Peace, Shadowmyth, stay strong and Talk Hard!!!
Love and Light
Windhorse

Boy, where can I get some of those drugs?

hi,
check this link(!!!) to have your spirits “lifted”…
What psychologists think about people who rather blindly accept “official” stories than “conspiracy theories”… (a clue: THEY are the “nutters”)

http://georgewashington.blogspot.com/2007/05/psychiatrists-and-psychologists.html

You are right but sadly we have to put up with the ignorant uninformed people that voted for gwb. Obama may help. Politactions don’t care as long as they get elected. No I can’t spell! The older I get (68) the more stupid people get.
I live on a small sailboat mostly in the Bahamas as the rich in Florida won’t let me anchor more than 3 days at a time. Wind and solar power my boat. Even ice cubes, fans and internet. The next generation is screwed. Most people don’t care about anything but impressing their fellow man with more stuff. I am sorry I use 3 gallons of gas per month for my dinghy to get to town. $6.30 per gal. as it is 7 miles round trip. These are more rambling then you asked for but that’s life. GOOD LUCK in your endevers Spell???

Chris Ham,
I think you were referring to me, the writer, ShadowMyth, if so, thank you for your support.
Bill,
Awesome, thanks for doing your part! I have actually as of late been working on getting off the grid myself, though it can be difficult in some ways. My daughter and I both wild craft most of our food, and spend only about $20 a week in groceries for the both of us. We only buy used whenever possible, ride the bus or walk, and are working on alternative ways to live without $$.
We once lived out in federal and state lands for seven years, but they tend to run you out of there too, if you do not have a $200,000 RV. Yes, the rich are the privileged it seems, and the rest of us considered ‘vermin’. Funny part is, it is the lower classes who keep the other lower classes in line. Wish they would wake up, and realize they are their own prison guards.

Lance,
Thank you so much for your inspiring words, and my sincere condolences on your condition. I and my daughter also suffer from a medical condition that we ’shouldn’t; have, called Morgellon’s Disease, but we are battling it, and I believe we are winning.
I believe there is hope, or I would not be here, and I believe as long as there are those of us who refuse to be blinded, there will always be hope.
Kovacz,
Thanks! Wow, that was an awesome little piece!
Gary,
Usually at your local park/college, but it sounds like you may already be on them….maybe doctor prescribed?

Like someone else said you only scraped the tip of the ice berg…we need some serious change around this country we are basically killing ourselves…

-you said that we work 40+hours a week to buy a product from a company who you work for..that is so true and all this working for a silly little product you dont need is killing americans alone because they have to work so much they dont get to have fun and it just makes them miserable

-The oceans being polluted is a great point and is one of the reasons that i don’t eat seafood, why would i want to eat something that has emissions from a boat and “radioactive” fluids from a plant its kind of dumb and we’ve never been down to the bottom of the ocean so how are we to know there isnt something down there thats doing something? or could help us?

-and about the fear tactic to keep people in control is exactly what we are suppose to be against but we still use that to rule us and be imperalistic to other countries and thats probably why the terrorists dont like us too much either

-lastly the molestation and insest thing i think is ridiculous and i feel by law you should be able to “investagate” and “take care of the problem” by yourself

Collin,
Yes, I certainly only touched the tip of the iceberg. A large portion of the overall story is way too hard for the majority of the population to swallow, so I try to limit what I have to say to that which isn’t going to really get me classified as a ‘nut’. However, there is a lot in my archives regarding that very deep ‘iceberg’, and I will be getting more into it in the coming months.
I very much agree with your comments! Thank you for posting!

I have news for all of you… Your complaints are nothing new! They’re as old as civilization, itself.

People don’t seem to understand that Power and Wealth make Heroin and Crack look like children’s cough syrup! Everyone thinks: “If I earned just a couple thou$and more per-year, I’d be where I want to be!” or “If I had just a little more authority, I’d put those sons of bitches in their place!”.

It’s the very nature of ambition. There is no satisfying this hunger. And when an opportunity presents itself for an ambitious person to gain a foothold, you can be sure he will step on YOU!

So… If you want Freedom AND Peace (two socially incompatible conditions) you need to: Think for yourself, Follow YOUR OWN laws, and let everyone else do the same. Trust Nobody; especially those wearing: silk suits, army fatigues, or riot gear. Tell no one your plans. And, for God’s sake, don’t talk $hit about people! Most people’s intentions (no matter how evil they may seem) are just as noble as your own. Stay out of the way, and under the radar… Because YOU AINT GONNA STOP THIS TRAIN!

The first half of my life I spent trying to make the world a better place to live in. By so doing, I manged to accumulate enough personal regret to last me an eternity. So I gave up trying to change people’s minds. Besides; I learned the hard way that “truth” is just a matter of “opinion”.

But I know that ALL of you will make the same mistakes I have. This is just a friendly “I told you so!”

E2001-
I am 41 years old, and I have been on this path since the age of 15. At the age of 15, I was told the exact same things you are saying to me now. My feelings are the same as they were then.
I refuse to become embittered and throw in the towel, just because this ‘illusion’ looks impenetrable.
As far as history goes, I am VERY aware of how long this picture has been going on, and believe it or not, there is more to it than greed. The very idea is to crush the very hopes and dreams within our souls, and bring us down to a level of anger, bitterness, and hopelessness, that you now convey to me.
I will not go there, regardless of what happens, and I will never stop believing that we will win this war, that is nothing short of a war for our very souls. I will not cave in and be weak, regardless of what I must endure.
Courage and strength, belief in one’s self and those you care about, that is what required.

Believe me when I tell you that you are not alone. I too walk to a different drum. I have been swimming against the current for a very long time. Let the lemmings run where they will, never give in. There are more of us then you realize and many have vast knowledge to share.
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Hey, thanks for posting your comments! It is wonderful, seeing so many come out of the woodwork! I will be sure to add you to my MySpace friends!

smoke a joint and relax. terrible happens to everyone. Some excel and some deteriorate. we have to encourage hope and recovery from bad shit. IT HAPPENS
i hope you are better now we must communicate, understand, love and uplift the hurting . that is all we can do.
I may start a cult if youre interested. did i say cult i meant a lovely sanctuary for the hurting. email me back if interested

Thanks for your words of green. I have already done the guru thing, but thanks for the offer. Living by example is the best teacher, and I need to get back on track anyway. Good luck in your endeavors!

This is what I do when I’m mad - http://www.pissonitall.net/

Man, I’m pissed. Everybody Sucks…The end is NOT coming. Music today is as lame as it can get. Everybody suddenly thinks they are Jimmy Buffet. Fuck all that. There is no Dylan. Neal Young is Yanking his own chain. Obama changes his fucking mind every time the wind blows. And Guess what …… the Fucking Rich assholes are still running the World…There is no change coming. We didn’t really want one any way. Nobody would know what to do with change if it came up and bit them in the ass….. Sooo Fuck It All. God Damnmit. Shit

Thanks for writing Craig, though not sure how you found me with all my tags screwed up. You know things may be all messed up, but one thing we have control over is our own responses, and how we deal with what happens to us. Listen to whatever music does make you happy, and connect with those who are similar to you…live your life the best that you can, and at least you can be at peace with yourself. Being true to ourselves is sometimes all we can do.
I would like to say however, that I see a great deal of positive change coming, and all due to the opposition our government is putting toward us…people are finally feeling the restraints, and are not liking what is going on. This is not the 60’s, and people are not going to put up with the tyranny they did back then…thanks to the Internet.

Craig cracker

May 21st, 2009
at 9:31pm

Craig Cracker Is Back. I’m not the Bad Guy Here. It’s time for people to get up off their asses and do something about it. Time for all of us to react. If you can’t Stand up for something we will all Fall for Anything. They have been telling us for years that the end is coming. !999………now it’s Dec 21, 2012. This is how they keep us Down …This is how they keep us afraid……..This is how they keep us under control. ….. Well yes I’m Still Pissed … I’m also Sick and Tired.. and Yet somehow I know come Dec 22 , 2012…..Pass the Bong… Cut a Line…Jump up and Dance a Jig…They just Find a New Date ….a Miscalculation….A New way to keep us Down Yet again… Oh but Don’t YOU believe It……..Meet the New Boss… the Same as The Old Boss…..Meanwhile I’ll catch you at the Vatican. Chow Baby, Cracker

Craig cracker

May 21st, 2009
at 9:43pm

Headed To the Boogie Now. Just Getting Loaded Up …….Time to Level Off. Rock Out with Your Cock Out., Cracker

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